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Sealing

I feed my dreams with cups

of soup, warm and stirred with wooden

spoons. I let the shadows sleep

in my bed, curled up under comforters,

and try to explain how I haven’t been

sleeping the best lately to my friend

when she calls. You have to sleep

eventually, she tells me, or you will

grow nightmares on the palms

of your hands. I sing lullabies

to the demons that play in the corner

making up games with building blocks and

they call it apocalypse.  I pace in circles

until I’m dizzy and the downstairs neighbors

call me up. They tell me I need to sleep

or I will be walking home one day and will

fall into a mirror. Sometimes, I try, I do,

and lay down upon the bed. The ceiling is

getting closer, the ghosts try to cool my forehead

with cobweb cloths, and even the banshee at the windowsill

goes silent. I wake up most days out of waking

and imagine that I have slept all night.

 

 

This poem is a freewrite that came about because I promised to write a Supernatural poem for some people. I’m not sure how much it was influenced by the show, but I’ve certainly been steeping myself in the show before writing the poem…

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Books of 2013 (and bonus news)

Lalalalalala…Oh hello there, dear Reader. It has been a while since Old Pints has updated. And so for a hit of fabulous, here is my best books list of 2013. I read a “few” (*giggles insanely*) books in 2013 and have come up with a list of my 20 favorites. Some were published in 2013 and some were not. The only books I deemed ineligible were ones which I reread in 2013 but had read for the first time in a previous year. I also decided to only select one book per author in cases where I read multiple books by the same author over the course of the year.

The numerical order is irrelevant. I just like numbering things.

1.)    I Remember You by: Yrsa Sigurdardottir. I love Sigurdardottir’s mysteries, so I was ecstatic with joy to find she had a ghost novel out there. It’s creepy and wonderful!

2.)    Flora and Ulysses by: Kate DiCamillo. A squirrel who wants “gianter doughnuts” since the universe is expanding. That’s all I need to say about that.

3.)    The Pinhoe Egg by: Diana Wynne Jones. DWJ makes all the lists forever and anon.

4.)    The Goldfinch by: Donna Tartt. Was there anyway this wouldn’t make the list? Tartt is my idol. This book was so filled with depth and brilliant lines that you want to savor each word, but also so intense and intriguing that you want to read it all in one sitting. Still, The Little Friend remains my Tartt favorite and one of the best novels of all time. Just saying.

5.)    The Ocean at the End of the Lane by: Neil Gaiman. A short well-told tale with just the right amount of longing and sadness at its heart.

6.)    We are All Completely Beside Ourselves by: Karen Joy Fowler. Extremely well written and heart-wrenching without ever falling into melodrama.

7.)    The End of the Point by: Elizabeth Graver. One of the best written books I’ve read in a long time. Completely absorbing and deep.

8.)    Claire Dewitt and the City of the Dead by: Sara Gran. This book just makes me happy. A great mystery with a completely original detective at its center.

9.)    An Everlasting Meal by: Tamar Adler. I just love to read well-written descriptions of food. What can I say?

10.)  A History of the World in 10 ½ Chapters by: Julian Barnes. Barnes is just brilliant.

11.) The Little Stranger by: Sarah Waters. Reading this perfectly rendered ghost (or not?) story made me think that reading everything by Waters was something I needed to do immediately.

12.) Three Graves Full by: Jamie Mason. I loved, loved, loved this. Sharply written, tightly wrought with fully realized characters and a genuine heart beating within.

13.) The Miniature Wife and Other Stories by: Manuel Gonzales. Go out and read this, dear reader. Each piece is so different from the last that one might expect to get dizzy, except that Gonzales’ prose is so strong that each story feels exactly in the right place.

14.) Splendors and Glooms by: Laura Amy Schlitz. Lovely and well told.

15.)  Madness, Rack, and Honey by: Mary Ruefle. Ruefle’s essays are funny and interesting and engaging.

16.) Mistaken by: Neil Jordan. I’ve long been a fan of Jordan’s films but had never read his fiction until this. This is a twisting and surprising and haunting novel. I keep going back to scenes from it in my mind long after having finished reading it.

17.)  The Shadow of the Wind by: Carlos Ruiz Zafon. A one sit read. I didn’t want to be pulled from the strange and dark and often beautiful world of this story.

18.) Catastrophe by: Dino Buzzati. Technically cheating because I had read some of these stories previously but never the whole collection. Ah, Buzzati!!

19.)  Vampires in the Lemon Grove by: Karen Russell. Mostly for two of the stories in this collection which were absolute gems.

20.) One for Sorrow by: Christopher Barzak. Lovely and sad in equal amounts.

PS Dear Reader, if you’ve come this far…Here is some good news from Pints. In the past month, I’ve been lucky enough to be included in some great literary journals: 3elements Review, Abyss & Apex, Driftwood Press, The Lake, Menacing Hedge, Rose Red Review, Sleet, and Treehouse Magazine. The links to all are up on my Writings page alongside my other published work. Please consider reading these lovely journals and let me know what you think about the pieces!

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